I made it!

Hey cuties!
I FINALLY MADE IT!
I have 3 weeks of holidays now and I have time to relax and take some care of myself T_T
It was a hard long road to this point and I am happy I did it!
Good news: I have a normal cam to make normal pictures!
They day I got it, I rushed to shoot some new pictures with my new lenses and eyelashes *^*
I had to try out every mode of my cam to look how it changed after the fix!
Also I had to try on my new Liz Lisa dress that I got myself for my birthday *^*
Here are some pictures:

I am not that disappointed with the results, but the quality changed and I can feel it :(
Since I've got a new phone to my birthday (Samsung Galaxy S4) I couldn't resist to make some selfies *^*
Unfortunately the quality sucks hard on the frontcam! -.-
It's blurry and looks bad, but sometimes I am lucky enough to have not that blurry pictures!

I tried to make the pictures less blurry because I actually liked them pretty much :(
It's really sad that my new mobile phone's cam has a worse quality than the one from my old phone :(
Right now I am very sick again (damn flu!!) and can't do much T_T
I was planning to do a contouring tutorial for beginners, because I recently started to practice contouring more and more.
after a few weeks I think my results are pretty good for a beginner level and I wanted to share with you how I do it.
So when I stop being Rudolph the Reindeer (because of my red nose T_T) I will definitely make one ^-^
It helped me so much to see some makeup tuts and especially pictures of how to start with it like this:


It really IS pretty hard to figure out what suits you the best and what products you should use etc. but the results after you finally got it right are worth the work!
SO I guess that's it for today!
I am going to lie in my bed and get better ASAP ^-^
Happy Holidays, everyone! Enjoy this time!

Time to blog again ^-^

Hi everyone!
I had a REALLY rough time the last couple of weeks!
It felt like I was the unluckiest girls in the world T_T
First I had computer issues, then my cam broke and my mobile phone is nearly completely broken, too!
I got stress in school and personal issues..
Also I was really sick and had a surgery(jaw bone because of my teeth xD) >_<
And the stress and unluck is still not over :(
Eventhough I had the time to dye my hair ^-^
I received some cheap extensions that had a different color than I ordered...they were RED!
Not dark red or brownish-red...they were really bright red...
As I didn'T want to waste money I decided to dye them ^-^
Eventhough the result isn't as I hoped for, I am really satisfied with it ^-^
Here are some pictures:

I look a little bit strange since my mobile phone has a really bad cam recently :( so sorry!
The red is not a s bright as in the pictures..it's more a brownish red in real life ^-^
What do you think about the color? ^-^
Also I found time to make a lighter gyaru makeup again and try sujimori on my hair
Though I couldn't make pictures of my failed sujimori attempt :(

I have sooo much work to do T_T
A couple of makeup tutorials and coords for GALVIP are still to shoot and I can't get used to the cam...
If you haven't seen the latest issues of GALVIP you can see HERE!
Unfortunately I had problems so only my 3 Fall Coords survived my computer break down T_T
So that's it for now! ^-^
I am very sorry that I couldn't blog for so long but I try to keep it up!
Have a nice weekend everyone!!

Community problems? My point of view on gaijin gyaru community

HI everyone!
Today I just wanted to write about a more serious topic:
The Gaijin Gyaru community!
I've read so many negative things about the community that I really have to say a few things!
1st thing:
Stop blaming the community!
Many girls who are new to gal are scared of secrets and negative statements.
Well that's a fear I can share! I also was scared, when I debuted in gal over one year ago!
BUT it's not okay to say "The community is mean, they will only hurt me and make fun of me!" just because you know there is the possibility that someone can make secrets about you!
If you're not sure about yourself and you're open to constructive criticism you can post in daily_gyaru or in the facebook groups and ask for tips!
I've NEVER had the experience that someone was made fun of, because he wasn't that far!
Many gals try to help you and give you tips and I try to do it aswell!

2nd thing:
If someone tells you nicely how to improve don't get bitchy!
All what we want is to help you! Of course you're maybe just not that good with makeup or hair or anything, but that's what the community is for: HELPING each other!
Personally, I had some really bitchy and rude reactions when I tried to give tips!
I don't think anyone wants to be mean to you or insult you in any way, so don't get angry and try to make it better next time!
It's not a flaw of the community that YOU are not (yet) perfect ^^ (I know it sounds harsh and rude but I just can't find any other words and I am sorry if I hurt somebody with my statements :c)

3rd thing:
Secrets
So secrets are a main thing why the community seems sooooo bad!
Honestly said I have the feeling that only a FEW people post secrets!
And how can we be sure that they are even part of the community?
The thing is, that we can't be 100% sure who posts this shit about us and the best way is to avoid sites like g_s and do your thing!
I enjoy a calmer life since I don't care about secrets anymore and you should, too!
So PLEASE stop saying that secrets are made from the community! There are also non-gals who could look through the gaijin gyaru tag on tumblr and write something mean! I bet 90% of the gaijin gyarus in the community don't even have time to write secrets!

4th thing:
There are people who don't like you everywhere
Even in school, on work or else where, there are people YOU don't like and people who just don't like you!
Get over it, you can't be everybody's sweetheart!
I, personally just don't like some girls and I don't have any contact with them, that's all!
Even if they would write me I wouldn't be bitchy or anything, maybe I would learn to like them, the more I get to know them ^-^
If someone make you feel like he doesn't like you then just don't pay attention to that person and don't blame the community for it!

My personal experience with the community is good!
I met so many beautiful girls, who I can talk to and who are just lovely sweethearts *^* (especially since I am a part of GALVip *^* It's like a huge family, everyone helps you out *^*)
I think it's not fair to blame the community for this!
Of course there are some negative sides, especially with more famous gals! But it's not like this normally and there are jealous people everywhere :C

Also I just wanted to say thank you to all those lovely people who made my life a little bit sweeter!
I really don't regret getting into gal <3
This post wasn't meant to offend anyone! It's just my view on the GG Community!
Also some examples for a nice and helping community are GYARU LOVERS a german GAL Community and Diamant Rose a french GAL unit!
I think you can see how awesome they support each other ^-^
I just like to think back to meeting some gals a couple of months ago *^*

It was SO much fun!
So that's for it! Just told what I have to tell :D
Hope you have a nice week!!

This took FOREVER!

Hi cuties! <3
FINALLY I found time to blog!
I have had a very good time in Italy, where I visited Pisa, Firenze and Viareggio with my class.
We had a small hotel in Montecatini Terme and it was a very nice trip to learn something about Italy *^*
Before I went to Italy, I cut my hair pretty short!
I had to say goodbye to 15 cm of hair due to the damage I got from all the hairdyes :(
Here's a picture of my recent real-hair style:

This was the day I just arrived in Italy after a 14-hours over-night drive in the bus T_T
After Italy I visited my boyfriend for a week and after this my misfortune began...
I received a set of hair extensions that was not the way I thought it would be:
ONLY 70g AND THIN HAIR!
It was so disappointing for me :c
Also the color was way too dark, eventhough I ordered a mid-brown, I got a dark-brown :(
But well...it's something! :D
I could find use of those overpriced, nearly not existing extensions and used them for the trip to the sushi restaurant!
Here's a picture of my makeup and hair this time:

But that's not all!
I bought a ma*rs replica set and a agejo-styled dress, too!
And guess what? The ma*rs replica set was too small for my bust..I just could squeeze them into this little thing XD
Also the dress got lost somewhere and I was really sad because I really really liked it!
Well now I fit into the ma*rs replica set and the dress is already on the way to me again *^*
Of course I had to take pictures of my set yesterday with a lend cam, since mine is broken -.-

That's somehow the news for now!
I will have to work a lot on the GAL VIP Assignment this time as long as I have a good cam!
I would love to blog more often from now on and I will try to take my time for it!
Everyone, have a nice weekend and week!

Happy~

Hi cuties! *^*
I found time to blog today eventhough I am going to Italy this evening >_<
I have big news!!
I AM PART OF GAL VIP now *^*
Me and 19 other girls get the chance to be model for this amazing gaijin gyaru magazine!

I AM SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW! *^*
We are already working hard on the fall issue and I guarantee that it's going to be AWESOME!

If you don't know what GAL VIP is check them out HERE!

Also I found time to make some new photos :)
I am working on my makeup and hair all the time so I hope you like it:

It's only a short post this time, sorry for this!
But next week I will be posting a lot more, especially about my trip to Italy ;)
Everyone, have a nice week! <3

Lately

Hello my dear readers! ^-^
Today I wanted to blog about random stuff of the last days :)
First thing to start with: I am now making my own accessories!
I am still learning how to make it good-looking though I already love my accessories!
This is my first hairclip EVER!

It's still not as clean and pretty as I want it to, though it's my first item! *^*
After even considering to buy at taobao and other "cheap" sites I was surprised by the high shopping service fees and the expensive shipping :(
Since I am a poor student I decided to give it a try and make things by my own!
It isn't only a nice hobby, it's a good thing for me, too, since I don't have to pay that much and the items are in my taste :)
Today I bought a couple of items so I can make more and more accessories:

I was happy to see the hot pink material since it looks the same as the material ma*rs uses for their hot pink accessories *^*
Also I bought a toy bow..I am still a kid inside..XD

I had the time to "style" my hair :)
Since I have Prisila hair pieces it's a little bit complicated to style them differently.
They are already perfect and the look changes by putting on different hair pieces.
Here are some examples btw with my first self-made hair bow :D

Normal school makeup and different hair styles *^*
This difference can make only one hair piece and if I style them another way it can look like this:

Hair is really difficult for me right now since I don't want the same hairstyle all the time :/
Though I really LOVE my Prisila hair pieces I think I need extensions to make something with my own (brown) hair :)

Thursday was a very sad day for me..I was feeling down and so I put on dark makeup!
After going to school with it I though it would actually look good with some of my wigs *^*
And these are the results:

Which style do you like the most?
I think I should wear makeup like this more often!
So that's actually it for this time! ^-^
I hope to blog again next week, though I am on vacations for the next 2 weeks *^*
I hope you all have a good time <3

It's all about improvement!

Hey cuties! <3
Today I wanted to show you my gyaru "improvement" since I started it in summer 2012 :)
My first try to put on gal makeup with CL and bottom lashes was in spring 2012:

Before I practiced with eyeshape and the right eyeline etc.
When I got my first bottom lashes (Dolly Wink No.6) and my first CL (Princess Mimi Apple Green), I was on fire to try it properly!
Eventhough it was my first try with gal make I am still satisfied with the result!

Summer 2012:

I had light blonde hair and I experimented with my own hair and tried to find the perfect makeup!
Also I was shitty with editing my pictures XD I thought I look good with a softened nose and such xD
Well I was pretty wrong! :D
Autumn 2012:

After a bad breakup I dyed my hair brown again!
Though my makeup skills got worse haha
Winter 2012:

I started to experiment with makeup and different styles :)
Also I got my first brand dress from Liz Lisa! I still love it so much!

Spring 2013:

The moment I got my first hair pieces I was totally in love with them! I was so happy that the time of hair damaging has stopped!
Eventhough I said in the beginning I won't wear wigs for gyaru because I want to put effort in my hair, I really changed my mind after the tons of damage I did to my hair :c
Also I practiced lighter makeup and prefered it back then.

Summer 2013:

Well this summer quiet a lot happened!
I tried to find myself, dyed and redyed my hair, bought my bloved Prisila hair pieces to stop the damage I cause with the non-stop dye-actions and experimented with styles and makeup!
I clearly prefer himekaji and agejo, though I got more in to agejo :3
I could post thousands of photos but I think that's not necessary :D

The last few months:

The last few months I got even more into agejo and started to me obsessed by ma*rs clothes XD
I really LOVE ma*rs!!

And the newest pictures:

This is me right now:
Trying to find another makeup style that suits me!
Now that I own many different clothes, accessories and hair pieces I can use it to find something I like.
I will try out new hair styles, makeup and coords!
Right now I am satisfied with my makeup and hairstyling and I will improve it even more
If I look at old pictures I can see that I stopped to edit in a crappy way (mostly I don't even use anything else than filters) and that I improved my makeup pretty much.
I don't want to sound stuck-up but I am somehow proud of my improvement!
I am happy to share it with you guys ^-^
A happy week to all of you <3