Real Talk / Motivation

Hi everyone!
Today I wanted to talk about some things that bother me for a long time now!
It's about girls being forced into unhealthy ways of living.
Everything I write is just my opinion and my experience, I don't want to offend anyone!

After seeing a friend breaking down I just have to write about this!
So many girls think they are too fat or too ugly..and it really breaks my heart!
I see how the people nowadays are confronted with the need to be PERFECT.
What they don't get is, that they should find their own image of perfection!

What makes me angry the most about this world are pictures like this:

WHO gives someone the right to label ANY of these girls?
Pictures like this give girls an unrealistic view on their body and make them feel bad about themselves!
A story out of my life:
I saw this picture two years ago when I had a little bit more weight.
When I saw it I looked at myself in the mirror and said directly "OH NO I AM THE FAT ONE! OMG! "
Not because I felt fat or I thought I look fat before...just because this picture showed me something that isn't true and I believed it!
I think many girls got problems like these..and I really feel sorry for them, since there is so much bad influence out there..
Confidence is something that got lost in nowadays society!
Eventhough many people act confident, some do things just to please everyone else!

I am a really tall girl and therefore I am not build like a petite girl.
When I was younger I had a really male body type..wide shoulder and no hips!
I got picked on because of my height, because of my body and because of many other things!
What can I say?
I got a female body and gained a little weight..and still people tell me I don't look good!
I have boobs, I have an ass, I have a tummy where organs need to fit in, I have wide shoulders, I have hips and I have damn wide thighs!
But..WHERE is the problem with this?!
Am I now not supposed to feel beautiful, just because I don't fit into someone else's image of beauty?!
I feel comfortable with myself and I think EVERYONE else out there should feel the same about himself!

You don't like your body? You think you're too fat or not attractive at all?
Before you do anything about it, think for yourself:
What is beautiful to me?
What do I like about other people?
What do I like about myself?
Am I really not good enough for my OWN expectations?

When you decided to lose weight, please don't stop eating and do it the healthy way!
Don't forget to:
Drink enough water during the day! It's very important for your body!
Maybe make a small workout everyday!
Eat healthy in moderation!
And if you don't feel comfortable anymore with any type of diet you do, just don't make it!

There are many female body types and you don't have to be ashamed about your body type!
There's not an unnormal body type!!
A couple of pictures I found useful to feel better about myself:

I hope this could motivate someone to think about their lifestyle!
Even if one person get a little bit more confident about his/her body I am happy!
Next week I am going to blog about some outfit/makeup things again :D
This just had to be said!
Have a nice week!

The Prodigurls-"Bvlgari Brown" Circle Lens Review

Hi cuties :)
Today I'm going to review my favorite brown lenses :D
Those are "Bvlgari Brown" by Prodigurls :)
I ordered them from UNIQSO though they don't have them anymore T_T
First I got an extra pair of lenses of my choice for free because my order took a couple of days longer than expected *^*
First off:
THE FACTS
Diameter: 16mm

Water content: 42%
Base curve: 8.6mm
Origin: Korea
Wearing duration: ONE YEAR

This is how I received the lenses *^*

THE DESIGN

The lens design looks like this!

COMFORT

When I first tried on the lenses I had no complains!
They were easy to put on and I didn't noticed that I wore any lenses!
After a couple of weeks I couldn't say so anymore!
The lenses got noticeable and I could feel them while wearing too long!
I think it's pretty normal that lenses get like this when you wear them for too long, so nothing really bad ^-^
♥♥♥♥○/♥♥♥♥♥ (4/5)

HOW IT LOOKS LIKE ON THE EYE

This is my natural eye color ^-^

This is how the lenses look like with FLASH

NATURAL LIGHT OUTSIDE

NATURAL LIGHT INSIDE

I really LOVE how they look like on my eyes!
I think they are not too flashy but still noticeable. I really hoped for lenses that would still look a little bit brighter on my eyes and now I got them! ^-^
I am satisfied with the look!
♥♥♥♥♥/♥♥♥♥♥ (5/5)


ENLARGEMENT
The lenses are 16mm-lenses and they REALLY enlarge your eyes!
Personally, I don't like too big eyes at all!
I have small eyes and they look even smaller when I put on lenses without the right makeup!
People who want to enlarge their eyes and don't care for a natural look are totally right with those lenses!
♥♥♥♥♥/♥♥♥♥♥ (5/5)


ALL IN ALL

All in all I am VERY satisfied with those lenses!
It's a pitty that UNIQSO don't sell them anymore since I would love to buy them again!
I still wear those lenses with pleasure and I would recommend them to all people who want to enlarge their eyes with not too flashy lenses ^-^

I hope you liked my review! ^-^

Thank you very much for reading <3
I hope you have a nice weekend!

My vacations and a little makeup update :)

Hi everyone!
Finally I got the time to write a short blogpost :)
I am SO busy at school right now! I have 8-10 hours of school every day and only the weekend to chill out :(
I wanted to post a little bit about my vacations this summer *^*
I was in Crete, Greece and it was AWESOME *^*
Our hotel was very good and we had rooms directly by the beach *^*

This was our view out of the room :)

It felt like paradise and the food was awesome, too :)

At first I was VERY motivated to put on nice makeup and look good :)
This was my look when I left to the airport:

And this is how I looked like when I arrived at Crete:

I look tired and stuff but the makeup was pretty strong :D
I am very happy with my Estee Lauder makeup! :)
First I was VERY white XD I could have been paper!
But after a couple of days I got a nice tan!
(This is actually a photo for my bf because I wanted to show him my ma*rs set XD
But it shows my tan a little bit ^-^)

What I liked the most about my vacations was the food :D
I am eating SO much! And I am not even ashamed :D
This dessert was served on the first day I went there:

It was so tasty T_T I miss the food there sometimes :(

Now to my little makeup update *^*
I love those purple lenses and I wanted to put on a cute yet heavy makeup with those lenses!
So I took the chance and tried it ^-^
Here's the result:

And after putting on my hair pieces I looked like this:

I am very happy with the result and I hope that I can make new picture with my Canon soon :)
I hope you all have a nice week <3
Hope to see you soon on my first Circle Lens review next week :)

ma*rs addiction! ^-^

Hi everyone!
I just had great vacations and I'm full of energy ^-^
Tomorrow school will start again for me and I have to work hard since it's my last year >_<
So I decided that I could make a blogpost today :)
Lately I am really addicted to ma*rs stuff >_<
I can't help I just see something and then I NEED it!
So I grew a little collection over the past few months ^-^
Here is my ma*rs wardrobe:

I really love all the things I already got *^*
Also I got my Prisila half wig from the Rikkaboshi Giveaway *^*
I really like it!!
Some crappy pictures >_<

I really have to put on gyaru makeup more often I already forgot how to put on lashes XD
Next blogpost will hopefully be about my vacations ^-^
Also I am thinking about doing a makeup tutorial soon ^-^
AND!!! I can't comment on my blogposts anymore o.o I don't know why >_< hopefully it's just for some posts T__T
Here's a picture from today that I took with the Purikura-App "Decopic" *^*

Have a nice week everyone!
Hope to see you soon <3

This blog will come to life again!

Hey cuties!
Since I am moving to another place right now I don't have much time the next few days but I decided to give this blog a new design and also got many ideas about the things I want to blog about in the future!
Eventhough I am recently not attracted to dress or look gyaru I still know that I will be back some time sooner or later :D (Actually I think I just get pissed off bye the lack of opportunities to look different in gyaru style that I have)
Please don't worry and thank you for still supporting me!
I've never thought that so many people would support me with their kind words and messages!!
THANK YOU!!!
Right now my Youtube account is down and so is my twitter! I will concentrate on my blog and my facebook page in the future ^-^
What my plans for the future are:
-Hosting a Giveaway (when I have moved and everything is somehow normal again)
-Making a Make-Up tutorial (as soon as I feel ready to wear Gal-Makeup again)
-Reviews about products I chose
-More blogposts about personal experiences and recent events :)

If you have any things you would like to see me blog about, please just tell me!
I am glad to receive any feedback!
Thank you for reading and a nice weekend to all of you!

Time Out?

Hi everyone!
I think there are enough people out there who felt the same as me right now ^-^
I was already pretty pissed off by so many things going on in the Gyaru-community
But seems like it's not enough!
Today I woke up and I realized that I had not even a little interesst in putting on gal-makeup or styling my hair or something!
That's nothing unusual except the fact that I started to skip everything Gyaru-related on my tumblr and was pretty annoyed on my facebook with being confrontated with all this Gal-Stuff
Maybe it's just some strange happening right now that will vanish fast but maybe it's just a sign that I should move on and find something that seems more fun ^-^
I want to take a timeout from all the things to get a clear head about myself!
Somehow I don't feel comfortable for a long time now and that's nothing to keep moving for.
I'm not quiet sure if I will stop blogging, since there are so many interessting things out there to blog about ^-^
I hope you enjoy your week and weekend and have a lovely day ^-^

Review on eBay wig (PICTURE HEAVY)

Hello everyone! :) I just got my new grey wig I ordered from eBay and I LOVE IT! Like I wrote in my last post I will do some reviews on eBay items I got the last weeks! My 3rd box of lashes isn't here yet so I will start with the wig! I bought in on eBay more than one month ago. It took way too long until I finally recieved it so I am a little bit disappointed! The seller's eBay name was: yuanfen2012 So the picture for the wig was this:

I recieved the wig like this:

They said there will be a gift with the wig and it was the wigcap :)

So the inside of the wig looks like this so you can control the size :

The wig looks like this:

So the comfort is pretty good! The wig looks quiet natural and the same as in the describing picture from the seller. With flash you still can see that it's a wig (Picture with flash is on the bottom of the post) There is enough hair and you can style it the way you want! The bangs are already cut so it's a little minus. Still the shipping took way too much time! I contacted the seller and he offered me to wait one week until he pays the refund. SO I give this wig 4/5 points! I would recommend to buy on eBay if you have enough time to wait for the item! But take care with the seller! Look through the feedback first! So today I also took pictures of me wearing the wig *_* Take a look ^-^

Here's the wig with flash:

So when I recieve my 3rd pack of lashes I will blog about the cheap eBay lashes, too! I hope you all have a nice week and take care of yourselves! BTW: THANK YOU FOR 100 FOLLOWERS ON TUMBLR!!! <3 HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!! <3